I'm ok 2013

   What can I say about 2012. I lost an angel. She left me three gifts of wisdom. Honesty, Humility, Empathy. I missed the holidays with my family. But I made three new wonderful friends who let me in on their 31st. I'm still going to try to go home in January, I miss my babies too much. A lot of fun business to take care of here first though. Playing for a living, teaming up with some of the sweetest most talented people in this city, requires its sacrifices too I guess. 

   Ahhh I miss everyone and everything that beautiful sunlight kisses in El Salvador. It's a perfect January 1st 5:00am here in New York City though. First client at Gracie's Cafe with my buddies here who opened the kitchen early to make me a lumberjack breakfast; reminiscing about 2012, looking up, staring off, sighing out loud. And I'm ok. I'm just ok. Smiling like a creep. Here's to another imperfect year, full of losses, gains, bad decisions, lessons learned...love. Let it be ok again, let the imperfect, the good and the bad together, make it perfect again. 

   Thank you God (you call it universe, law of attraction, karma, mind power)...every day. Thank you. For giving me the courage to write shit like this that everyone can see, for one. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to help others every day, there is no greater reward than that natural pleasure. Fuck money. You reading this...you're infinitely unique, beautiful and precious. The human being you are is more wonderful and complete than anything else you're trying to become. Believe it, believe in something, everything is possible. What one man can do any man can; what no man can do, any man can as well. 

   Start expressing yourself, write on your facebook wall, write weird shit like this, because it's not weird, we've all got it in there wanting to come out. That's news that Really matters. Let it out, affect the world, and let the world affect you. Only then will you be able to create a Real connection with it. Life's not that short, take your time, enjoy every single little crumb. Make love to every step you take. Ohhh I know I do. These have been the ramblings of a self-proclaimed poet, madly in love with everything that is, and is not yet. So, with no further ado, here's to another perfect 365 days.

Happy New Years you ;)